Myth of the tortured artist

An unconscious take of history

Myth of the tortured artist

Thoughts
John B Johnson
a small studio
By 
February 12, 2025

The romance of the tortured artist has evolved from observation into aspiration, morphing from a description of creative struggles into a prescription for creative success. It's a peculiar transformation; what began as a documentation of artists' genuine hardships has become a blueprint emerging creatives feel compelled to follow.

Van Gogh didn't choose his psychological struggles. Frida Kahlo didn't elect to experience chronic pain. Yet somewhere along the way, our creative culture began to view their suffering not as obstacles they overcame to create but as essential ingredients of their genius. This misreading of history has led to a dangerous pattern: emerging artists unconsciously adopting destructive behaviors in the belief that they're following in the footsteps of the Masters.

The irony is stark. While the icons we reference were often creating despite their challenges, not because of them, today's creatives frequently seem to be manufacturing chaos, as if disorder were a necessary studio supply. We've turned suffering from a circumstance into a strategy.

Singer, Grimes (real name Claire Boucher) famously claimed to have been inspired by the 12th-century composer Hildegard Von Bingen, she locked herself away for 2 weeks, trying to do everything possible to actually go insane in order to make her ‘Visions’ album.

But here's what the research actually tells us about creativity and well-being:

Studies from the University of Kent have shown that positive mood increases creative problem-solving and cognitive flexibility. The Harvard Business Review reports that happiness raises worker productivity by 31%, with creative professionals showing even higher gains. Research published in the Creativity Research Journal demonstrates that regular exercise enhances creative thinking for hours afterward, with aerobic fitness being positively correlated with creative output.

Well-being doesn't dampen creativity – it amplifies it.

Let's even consider sleep for a moment. While we romanticize the image of the artist working through the night, sleep deprivation actually impairs divergent thinking—the exact cognitive process crucial for creative work. The American Academy of Sleep Medicine has found that good sleep hygiene significantly improves novel problem-solving abilities.

Meditation and mindfulness, practices that reduce chaos rather than court it, have been shown to enhance creative thinking. A study in Frontiers in Psychology found that even brief meditation sessions can lead to better creative performance. The calm mind, it turns out, is better at making unexpected connections than the tortured one.

Yet our creative culture continues to perpetuate this myth of necessary suffering. We see it in how we talk about the creative process ("bleeding onto the page"), in how we structure creative work (all-nighters as badges of honor), and in how we celebrate creative achievements (often focusing on the struggle rather than the strategy).

This unconscious embrace of the tortured artist archetype manifests in subtle ways. For example, creatives who feel guilty about taking breaks view their anxiety as a creative fuel they dare not quench and wear their exhaustion as a badge of authenticity. We've created a culture where taking care of oneself is somehow seen as less committed to the craft.

What if the great artists of the past created not because of their suffering but despite it?

But what if we've been reading the historical evidence backwards? What if the great artists of the past created not because of their suffering but despite it? What if their work was great not because they suffered, but because they found ways to channel their unavoidable pain into something meaningful?

The truth is that many of history's most prolific creators also had strong self-care practices. Mozart was known to be an avid billiards player, finding relaxation and social connection in the game. Dickens took long walks through London, often covering miles a day, crediting these walks with keeping his creativity flowing. Georgia O'Keeffe maintained a disciplined lifestyle that included healthy eating and regular exercise well into her later years.

Contemporary neuroscience supports what these artists intuited: the brain's default mode network (crucial for creativity) functions best when we alternate between focused work and genuine rest. The constant stress of manufactured chaos inhibits the cognitive processes we're trying to enhance.

It's time for a new creative culture, which is very much what we are building at a small studio. One that recognizes that well-being isn't the enemy of creativity but its foundation. One that understands that routine, health, and stability don't dampen the creative fire – they give it the oxygen it needs to burn brighter and longer.

Well-being isn't the enemy of creativity but its foundation

Our dedication to this new creative culture is constantly being displayed by the existence of this medium, the incredible projects delivered by our interns; Creative Check-up, and our open invitation for creatives to connect with us, because we know for sure that it is an industry of anxiety.

Your creativity doesn't need your suffering. It needs your clarity, energy, and presence. Most importantly, it needs you to be well enough to show up for it day after day, year after year.

Your creativity doesn't need your suffering. It needs your clarity, energy, and presence.

The next generation of great creativity won't come from those who best perform the role of the tortured artist. It will come from those who dare to be well, who have the courage to care for themselves, who understand that creativity flourishes not in chaos but in the fertile soil of a healthy mind and body.

Give yourself some grace. And the words of the Man at the Garden, Kendrick Lamar;

You deserve it all!

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